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| a special thank you to all my friends for supporting me throughout this WHOLE highschool thing...unfortunately lincoln park didnt want me. because the cps is a bunch of stupid people. so yes. they didnt want me. they didnt have enuff room for me. congrats to celeste! she took ma place in lincoln park HH...she made it. i didnt. its all good. dont feel bad for a mistake that i made. i love yall for being with me throughout this whole thing. i wouldnt trade you guys in for anything. i love you guys with all my heart and ima miss you guys in highschool. im pretty sure im going to kelly... ...buh its all good. ill be with...jordan, wai ling, alvin, justin, and jimmy...then ill be wit ma cuzz keith. which is good. he can protect me from alla the gangstaz who try n mess wit me. NO HOLLUHZ FOR THE UGLY...LoL...well, even thought kelly may not be the greatest school, im still gonna try n make the best of it. to all my friends, im sorry that you guys have to be embarassed and say that your friend was a stupid ass and had to go to kelly. im sorry for everything ive done wrong. im just scared to lose you guys. especially the girlz....they mean the world to me. julie [[p-dizzle]], renise [[applebottomhuny]], celeste [[celele']], and jen [[superflyyjen]]...i love you guys wit all my heart. and to tha fellaz...remember me. [[not to sound too conceited]]...buh i do know that everyone one of you guys have liked me atleast once and thought i was fiine...sorry that you guys neveR got a chance wit me...see...a quote from daniel lin [[you'll be the prettiest non hoest at kelly]]...i lived my life thinkin that God hated me. buh how can he hate me when he sent me all these angels to walk by my side and guide me through this lil thing called life. you guys are the best people i have ever come in contact with. these 9 years of my life have been the best. and always will be the best. no matter what happens to me. whether i havve soo much fun at parties in highschool. and have MORE fun at parties in college. being with YOU GUYS was the best time of my entire life. i love you...
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| it hurts when you get that CPS letter in the mail. then when you open it. you realize that you didnt get into any schools. not even one. wanna know what rejection feels like? read my CPS letter...and it clearly shows it. i got my letter. and i looked at the list. and i started to tear up. i called my girl celeste n told her [[she got into payton..go girl]]...n she felt real sorry for me. n i just started cryin cuz i really wanted to get into those schools. i applied to. whitney. lane. payton. and jones. i got rejected from. whitney. lane. payton. and jones. so whats it gonna be? tilden?...iono. im just scared. tired of being rejected from the schools i want to go to. the top three schools on my list. LP. Whitney. and Payton. and i already got rejected from 2 of them. i told my friends i was going to make the best of the school i go to. but it really and truly hurts to get rejected from the schools of your dreams. it says in the letter to not discourage yourself but i know that i cant give up. but. i did. i was really hurt by that letter. and im happy that like...5 of my friends got into good schools. but. when i cant be with them on that first day of highschool. it really hurts. julie. renise. kelly. and i didnt get into any of the selective enrollment schools. celeste [[payton]]. daniel lin [[LP and whitney]]. daniel ware [[king]]. cameron [[king]]. melissa [[De and brooks]]. michael [[mt carmel and brooks]]...good luck you guys. i love you...i hope you guys do good and we stay in touch. anways. i was at my dinner table. and i was really quiet. so my dad goes its not the end of the world...my eyes filled up with tears and i couldnt see. i was thinking like. yea. it really is and everyone tried to make me feel better. but i dont think i can feel better. im hurting too much inside to even think about highschool anymore.
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| hey...not very nice day today...mm got out at 1:30...regular time...n i saw jordan gaw gaw...billy...barry..and jimmy...ummm...too bad only jordan gaw gaw talked to me...buh wahtever...everyone went psycho on me..so im out...byee
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| [[..Happy Valentine's Day!..]] |
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